To clear the conscience of who I am
  I break the silence that keeps it all in
  I've given you everything I wish you knew
  I did it for me
  I didn't do it for you
  I looked her way with x-ray eyes
  And she looked like she was not even there
  Preserving the things that I have kept from you
  Didn't give them away when you had asked me to
  You're pointing at me and how do I reply
  I smash your fingers and drag you away
  I looked away with X-ray eyes
  And she looked like she was not even there
  I cannot deny that I had planned this
  I only gave till I was done
  Fallen on me this happy ending
  I know I was awake and she was numb
  But then she started to leave
  Finally started to leave
  Then she looked like she was not even there