I never noticed the color of your eyes
  until I saw them in the reflection of this knife.
  green with envy for a life you never had.
  bloodshot contempt when I extend my hand
  (so breathe and show us what you've got underneath
  clench your fists until they bleed)
    see how and why I know
  I don't think that this is what I want anymore
  I don't care if God can save me now
  here I sit with hands cupped and head bowed
  and I wonder if you're out there have you sen my name in lifhts?
  I don't care at all
  In this world of kiss & tell I've got no stories to speak of now
  silence fills this empty hole
  so naive to think, that I could make you feel one thing
    this excavation of my chest has produced nothing
  bow your head and pull your eyes down to see
  my hand around your wrist
  I turn and twist this blade deeper into me
  (you can't always get what you want but if you
  try sometimes might just fin you'll die on you knees)
  wait 'til the perfect comes