here's something beautiful
  now smash it to bits
  save your little wheelchair empowerment films
  save your swoons, i'm spoken for
  it isn't pretty to think so
  but i can't feign interest now
    dreaming of the fistfight i never got into
  thinking of the mean shit i wish i'd said to you
  such a fancy lady, call her secretina
  she didn't get all the good stuff
  but she looked like you
    like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
  everything you say to me is dumb,
  (at least it's stupid)
    twenty heavy hammers smashing down
  here's a doorstep you can never darken
  you complain about an overflowing cup.
  don't forget that i'm the one who filled that fucker up
    like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
  i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded
  like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
  i think that i like you better when you just ignore me
    so i sit and notice shadows growing
  i think of how the clocks are slowing
  hoping hope's eternal flowing springs will do their thing and save me from myself
    like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
  i remain as ever intrigued but no more astounded
  like a zero drowning in a sea of higher numbers
  you want ego? i will show you ego
  i'm jealous now